Sunday, November 30, 2014
A Letter to My Son
Wake up, cook breakfast, playtime, cook lunch, work work work, come home, clean the house, lay down.
Like clockwork, I rarely miss a beat. But some days, I think about it too much. I think about how much I'm simply participating and not truly enjoying the moments we spend together. And in those daydreams, I think of all the things I wish I could do and say.
1. I love you.
I say it every day, a million times a day, You hear it non-stop. But you will never understand how much I truly mean it. I love you, with my whole heart. I would give my all for you. The day you were born, my life changed for the better. You are everything to me, and without you I could not survive.
2. I'm sorry.
I sometimes take our time together for granted, Sometimes, I'm too tired to play cars or too busy to finger paint. I strive to be a super-momma, but super-momma is also a super-wife, super-cleaner, super-cooker, and super-worker. Hopefully you'll be a super-son and understand.
3. No one can replace you.
Yes, momma and daddy want more children. That does not mean we love you any less. Consider the idea of "Big Brother" a privilege; it means you were wonderful enough that we wanted a mini-you.
4. Always put God first.
As you get older, there will be many temptations. With every decision you make, remember to put God first. He is Our Creator; He is Our Father. Try to please Him in everything you do. He will never forget you, and you should never forget Him. You will never grow to old to pray to Him.
5. You will always have a home.
Everyone makes mistakes, and that's okay. If we never made mistakes, we could never learn any new life lessons. No matter what path you decide to travel in life, we will always be there. We will support you, we will guide you. We will love you through the hard times. As a parent, it is my job to love and protect you until I leave this Earth, and I always will.
Friday, November 28, 2014
Homemade No-Bake Cinnamon Ornaments
What you will need:
- 1/2 cup Cinnamon
- 1 cup Flour
- 1/2 cup Salt
- 3/4 cup hot water
Thursday, November 20, 2014
Coping With A Chemical Pregnancy
Over the next few days, the line grew darker with each test I took.
And then, all of a sudden, I started bleeding.
My husband tried to calm me down. He rubbed my back, he gave me Tylenol for the pain, he let me cry on his shoulder.. I knew there was no reason I should be bleeding so heavily, unless something was wrong.
The next morning, I visited our local walk-in clinic. They broke the news.
- It is not your fault.You did not cause this. There is nothing you could have done to prevent it. Chemical pregnancies are only so common today because of the convenience of at-home pregnancy tests. If we had not been trying for a baby, I would not have taken an early test, I wouldn't have gotten an early positive, and I would have simply thought it was time for aunt flow.
- It does not mean you are unsuccessful.If anything, a chemical pregnancy should reassure you, instead of tearing you down. No, the fertilized egg did not attach. However, the egg was successfully fertilized. Your eggs are still doing their job and so is your husband's sperm.
- It still hurts.In medical terms, it is not "technically" a miscarriage. But if you have a confirmed chemical pregnancy, you know the heartbreak. For a few days, there was a fertilized egg in your body and that fertilized egg was your baby.
- Pick out a name.
To some people I've talked to, this seems to be very hard to do. However, picking out a name for your lost child during your chemical pregnancy can help relieve the pain. It helps put a name to the bond you had for just a short time. - Buy an angel.
This seems to be the most common coping choice. You simply buy an angel to sit on your dresser or somewhere in your home. You can find one of my favorites here. It includes a precious poem on the bottom of the figurine. - Plant a rosebush.
Sometimes giving something else life and nurturing another living thing can help ease the sorrow of your loss. Planting a rosebush seems to be the most fitting comparison: it's delicate and it is beautiful, just as the child you lost.
Wednesday, November 5, 2014
Resource Natural Spring Water
Recently, I received a free sample of Resource in the mail from Influenster and I thought to myself "what an odd sample to receive." Truth be told, I'm a Dr. Pepper girl. I chug Dr. Pepper, so I set the bottle of water to the side and finished looking through the box.
A few days went by and then I saw it sitting in the fridge. Ice Cold. And all of my Dr. Peppers were still in the box, on the counter. So I grabbed it and decided to take it with me to work.
The Pros:
-it has naturally occurring electrolytes
-it doesn't taste like "city water"
The Cons:
-it still tastes like water
I have to admit, I would have really loved this water if maybe it was flavored. But I do have to say that I have decided to drink more water after finishing the bottle supplied to me by Influenster!
Happy Water Drinking!
Baby Orajel Natural Review
That's why I was thrilled to find out I had qualified for the Baby Orajel Naturals mission from Smiley360!
-calcarea phosphorica (supports dentition)
-chamomilla (for irratability)
-coffea cruda (for restlessness)
-passiflora incarnata/passion flower (for restlessness)
Tuesday, November 4, 2014
Moda VoxBox
I'm a little late posting this, yall!
But guess who was selected for the #ModaVoxBox from Influenster.com?
THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE.
& I am so loving this box.
For the trendiest girls alive, this box comes with bottled water, lotion, lipstick, lip liner, mascara.. Seriously, what's not to love?
Check out all the items from the Moda Voxbox!
-Rimmel London Sacndeleyes Rockin' Curves Mascara ($5.49)
-Rimmel London Moisture Renew Lipstick ($6.99)
-Rimmel London Moisture Renew Lip Liner ($5.99)
-Puffs Soft pack ($1.99)
-Hair Food Moisture Hair Mask ($14.99)
-Swiss Miss Simply Cocoa ($2.29)
-Jergens Ultra Healing Extra Dry Skin Moisturizer ($5.99)
-Resource Spring Water ($1.49)
I received all of this FOR FREE for testing purposes from Influenster.com! That's over $40 worth of products for free!
Head over to Influenster.com; write reviews and get rewarded!